Random Thoughts

Sometimes, life seems to be giving you the best of things that you never expected. And right when you are almost about to grab it, it takes a deeeeeep U turn and walk away. Thats exactly what happened to me on 28th November 2010. The previous day, was the 1st real interview ever in my life. TCS the 3 alphabets which meant something really big. Aptitude, I was kind of cool with it. HR, thats super cool. Technical... well... whats that?!! Thats where I suck! But that day, I was at my best that day. I answered everything perfectly except for a simple c program, which I had by no means prepared. How I wish I had just opened my book the previous day and went through my book for a few more seconds, how I wish my classmate dint come and tell me the technical round was only the day after.... How I wish I had answered that question.... How I wish the interviewee dint tell me 'I will see you in the company' which took me on cloud 9! How I wish I wasnt called for reinterview which raise...

I was not much of the spiritual kind of girl. In fact, there was a time in my life that I called myself an atheist. This happened when I was in my 2nd year of college. I was travelling back home for some vacation. And like always, I traveled alone (which I hate). So I plug my ear phones into my head and listen to songs on my ipod to kill time. Usually I dont talk to my co-passengers. But that day, a lady came and sat next to me. I dint even look at her. Something inside told me to talk to her about Jesus... I have never ever had that feeling before. With that 1 feeling, a million question followed in my already confused mind. And the angel and the demon appeared on my head and started their conversation. Somehow, their voices were louder than the high volume of my ipod! And finally, my the angel won by poking & pricking my conscience. So i gave in. In the 5 hour journey, 3 hours i spent figuring out whether i should talk to her or just mute the idea! I also prepared a speech in my ...

The road i'm trudgin seems all uphill... n i wanna smile, but i have 2 sigh... care is pressin me down a bit,rest of me must.. but am never gonna quit... life is queer with its twists and turns.... i've stared straight into the sun... the silver tint of the clouds of doubt.... i dont give up though the pace seems slow... i may succeed with just another blow... so i stick to the fight when i am hardest hit.... itz when things seem worse that i'm never gonna quit... I dont wanna learn what i'll need to forget... Will i choose water over wine and hold my own and drive.... Though i am defenseless, to go blindly seems senseless.... whatever tomorrow brings, i'll be there, with open arms and open eyes... so try on, leave me without a shoulder to cry on... but am never gonna quit... i wake up with a dream everyday... 4get all about yesterday... I dont hide my pride and let it all go... No matter what people say... i'm still the same... Somehow everybody knows my name.....